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Roy

by Mike Roy

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1.
Po'land 07:04
... Old Harrison's chained, everyone's the same says "I reckon it'll all fall apart" in his rock-n-roll clothes, at these rock-n-roll shows he thinks to himself "Yes, i guess I'll fit right in" A sound when off in poor George's head and all of his thoughts they all have fled Oh baby, am I crazy? Am I AWOL, or do I glow? Yes I know this pain that's ripping you, yes it's ripped me too. Eight ballerinas collapse to the floor holding their temples begging please no more while the Handicapper General, with her snarling nose flared, is making sure all is on the level and everyone's scared While she thinks so clearly, with the greatest of ease grabbing their necks, slowly begins to squeeze. You're given the freedom to choose, but all your options they maybe seem gone Like maybe you threw out the baby with the bath water being drawn Ah but you swear your eyes are open wide and working just fine You say that maybe it's just dark outside, all of the time But you're stuck in the dust bowl, breaking down You've been stuck there so long you've grown into that frown And that Handicapper General is pushing you around Oh I say "Baby, am I crazy, am I AWOL, or do I glow?" "Yes I told you you could along too, but it's you who must decide what you must do." Me, I'm mounting up, I must be moving on I'm just passing through these cultured iron bars passed your hoops of fire, with the dull flickering flame Man the sweet trail is speaking, and it's speaking my name No I can't stay long, thank you just the same. ...
2.
... Old Auggie Bill and Crazy Pete were chased clean out of the town for starting fistacuffs with the lawdogs who were corrupted. The pistol shots rang out loud with a screaming sound, followed by "Get out of here, don't you know when you're not wanted?" Into the dusky night they trampled on, further out into the west, while the sunlight set a fire upon the mountain. "Is it a lack of trust" asked Crazy Pete "or just some kind of conniptions?" but old Auggie just looked straight on ahead wearing the same old weary smile. "You know we ride right in" Pete said "spot the drag, and make our way to the scare. And from the windows you can hear the cheated folks' relief. You slap the bad man down, I take his side-kick out and we push 'em into the square, where all of the sudden the town folks are yelling with some kind of angry grief." "And we try to calm 'em down, to cool 'em out, try to speak for a second, just to remind them that these are the men that rob them blind. And I start screaming back like they can't hear, but it don't make no difference. But you just keep quiet with that sad look on 'til they start kicking our behinds." "I just don't understand" Pete shook his head, "I'm saying what's the use in trying? We go back in to town every couple of days and start all over again. They want those bad men out, as much as us, those thieves that rob them blind, but when the time comes, it's like all their reason has disappeared with the wind!" "Dear Pete my boy, we did our best. In a couple of days we'll give it another try." said Auggie Bill from under his mustache looking so coy. "Yeah I know we will" young Pete replied, "just like every time before. It's just hard sometimes, you know, being some kind of unwanted hero of a cowboy." ...
3.
She's Gone 04:01
... Well she's gone down the road where she's gone I just can't tell with packed up things she stepped upon the rail she did not say "fare you well" Well she's gone down the line wearing a smile and one flower in her hair she kissed her mama goodbye saying she'd be fine and left here without one care she's gone I just don't know where My thoughts and my heart how they pound It's like it's beating a hole right through my chest my ears are hot, filled up with the rolling sound one second more and she'll be gone with the rest one second and she's gone, I guess Well she's gone now I know I ran far and as fast as I could that old steel stallion's stolen her down the winding road nothing left behind, and nothing owed one story ends and one begins to unfold she's gone down the road ...
4.
... She has such a beautiful face my knees shake when the light shines Is she alone? Who does she lean on when she's alone? I want to scream, I want to scream, I'll scream it Mr. Has-it-all-together shouts "It's all so cut and so dry!" But you're so lonely and you make me want to cry She has such a beautiful way bright brain can spin ideas like a record when she's alone with no one to lean on I want to scream She has such a delicate way Her arms holding her own stomach when she's nervous or alone. No one to lean on when she is alone. I want to scream, I'll scream it. Mr. Has-it-all-together screams "It's all so cut and so dry!" while he paints your picture with his black and blurry eyes. Mr. Has-it-all-together screams "It's all so cut and dry!" in his own ear that's throbbing, because he believes in his own lies. ...
5.
An Attempt 06:07
... I wish I could just self-destruct, but I don't I just take it all in, again, the same And you can see the truth behind these eyes that I can only begin to explain This hypocracy is the enemy with which I sleep and the hatred of which I now breathe There are so many misconceptions here explained only by a language you can't read So you trip on, trying to make sense of the ancient scribblings on the wall While those who claim that they can read them distain your bloody knees because you fall But the words themselves say that they're so wrong They just hide their scars beneath cloaks so long Oh what those words say, I wish I could fit into a song but the song would be much too long And nobody's life changes because of a song ...
6.
... Well she left that night, to the slamming sound, the doorjamb pounding against the screen, smashing up the silence Sliding through the grass she slipped her way through the old town and out to the highway She walked a bit 'til through fog lights gleamed and though her teary eyes could hardly see She caught that ride so quick, her nightgown stuck to her sweaty sides, hiked up a bit showing some knee "I Hate" she screamed inside her head, which like her heart was now pounding Still soaked from her daddy's sweat from under an hour ago when he came to show he loved her She laid there still after he left, trying not to breathe as he walked down the hallway In a bloody blur she grabbed some cash out of her dresser drawer and ran down through the house "Howdy miss" the driver said as he pulled up and through the window he could see that she'd been crying "How old are you" "Sixteen"she said as she was sliding into the seat beside him She tried to wipe the tears out of her eyes and sit still and stop her shaking "I'm not from around here," he said "I'm just passing through this town" All she managed to cry out was "Please take me!" Her dizziness reflected by passing lights and shadows were diffracting in the moisture She strained so hard to simply block it out this time as she has done all of the times before Still remembering the first clear as day, and all that had been shattered She reeled inside there in the night, she sat cold and wet with her fists clenched white under her thighs After an hour or so the driver cleared his throat to speak but he just peeked at her in the mirror Semen's smell swimming in the air her breathed, he saw her nipples strain piercing at the fabric He was thinking "This must be some kind of dream, a drenched young girl hitch-hiking at midnight" And like the stories he'd read there on the internet, he knows how those stories end ...
7.
This Pearl 04:22
... Dive deep you scrawny wretched spew with that lustful search that rules you into the blackness below where you take what you shall never know Wearing black, your goggles on sharp spear in hand Down so deep you plunge never to understand You grope and steal in white flashes and return with your daily catches Now you cut slice fast so sharp it don't take long While you sing with skillful grace, man, but there ain't no art in your song You cut so deep that a burn remains But this pearl you seek you'll never find in your empty game It feels good so quick, so sharp to the end and you split, and you don't think twice, you don't try to comprehend For you it's how it must be, your black goggles on, lest you really see So you dive down, again, again, again, again all the while you feel like a worthless piece of shit with some skin You know you take and take but patience is wearing thin Ah but this pearl, you shall never win ...
8.
... One day a young boy wandered far from his home and deep into the woods where he knew he was not supposed to be And because he had no knowledge of where he walked he soon slipped down the side of a great ravine and into the most terrible trap that held him fast by both legs, digging in so deep it's cutting off the circulation The boy cried out loud, he screamed into the evening air but he was far to far from his home and could not get free he kicked and screamed and thrashed all about but with each turn it just dug in deeper, drawing blood from his skin But he kicked, and kicked and screamed again and yelled at the darkening sky through the trees In a flash a flying lady appeared one of God's most beautiful creatures with wings of air and beaming with light She descended down through the trees Amazed by her beauty the boy just sat still as she approached and he hadn't noticed that because he was still the trap began to open retracting its teeth from his legs And as she neared he just stood up with proper respect Not realizing he was actually free He just bowed his head low as she floated a foot off the ground She was so bright up this close that he could barely look at her With his head bowed down he saw that he was no longer trapped at all, he shut his eyes tight because he was so glad And when he opened them again he was standing on cool grass on the trail facing home and she floated just up ahead and he followed her all the way back home back home to where he wished he'd never left The scrapes and the cuts on his legs were bandaged and eventually they healed but his eyes, because of the light, were forever altered and he could no longer look into dark places, for if he would he would see nothing there ...
9.
... I'm looking at the stars in the sky but I'm thinking about the ones in your eyes The road is wet tonight I rode a lot of miles today, this horse is tired but he don't mind Your heat's not left me yet I got them windows rolled up tight I can still smell you in my clothes The moon hung low off to the left and like smoke, clouds drift over and through but don't remain Slow forest beside me just clapped hands with itself as I sung this song, and the words were your name I don't fear this breeze's blow and I'll be back for you and we will go ...
10.
... Dan Tucker was the son of a mean old man known to wash his face in a frying pan his mama combed his head with a wagon wheel his papa died with a toothache in his heel Get out the way Old Dan Tucker, you're too late Dan Tucker was a scrappy little son-of-a-gun started wrastling them bears when he was young he'd turn 'em inside up and upside down 'til they got outta the road when he was coming to town Get out the way of Old Dan Tucker, you're too late Dan Tucker was a crack-shot, flip of the wrist he used to shoot all day and never miss he could hit the fly on the back of his old dog's ear and nick a stone that was thrown 50 feet in the air Get out the way of Old Dan Tucker, you're too late Now Dan Tucker started mixing it up one day with a couple of boys from down around the frisco way There was three of them, he was just one guy with a big old mouth as his only alibi He called their mamas something awful that I will not repeat, he said that their daddies all were dancing with two left feet He got their guns drawn out and a smile on his face 'cause he was gonna prove he was no low down disgrace Get out the way of Old Dan Tucker, you're too late Dan Tucker shot first and he got one down but not the other two before they spun around He fired three quick shots from down on his knees he got one in the arm and watched the other leave He laid there now, in the dirt on his back suffering from three bullet wounds and a heart attack He was thinking as he looked up at the old blue sky "Dan Tucker was never supposed to die" Well the sun went down just like any other day Dan Tucker's blood had all flowed away The birdies in the trees were singing a sad old song I was thinking we could sing along Get out the way of Old Dan Tucker, you're too late ...
11.
Take a Piece 05:36
... Come on take a piece off the end of the gift given here by a friend I'm wondering about who will know in the end just how much will be left Your right, you deserve it, it's being withheld Never mind the sound at all, or the smell stick to your guns and your permits you write them so well be sure that you cross your Ts So your life, let me get this straight, is all about you To earn and save and polish all the good things you do the rest goes into the closet with the broom bullet-proof padlocks, but hinges rust Baby come on, join the party let's get on being friends You don't belong, being different is just pretend If you won't agree, well i'll forgive you cause you're pretty and I don't care all that much Oh the mess seems to stem from two snares Lust is one, Pride completes the pair Just seems so rare the man who will fight for what's fair and then share with those who have less Come on, take a piece off the end of the gift given here my friend The miracle is that the gift never ends there's enough for us all not to go hungry ...

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This is the first "Mike Roy" album
made up of songs written over a span of several years which accounts for the variety of styles represented. It was recorded mostly live in the studio at the Peabody Conservatory in Baltimore, Maryland.

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released May 16, 2002

All songs by M. Roy
Recorded by Ryan Simms, Jan - April 2002,
Mixed by Ryan Simms
Mastered by Mike Caplan at LionFox

Performed by:
mike roy - guitar, singing, harmonica
p.w. rose - bass guitar
james thiemann - drum kit
jeff conlin - piano, organ, wurli
lynn kasdorf - pedal steel
ryan simms - guitar
ben matthews - concertina

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Mike Roy Raleigh

Born outside of DC, raised in MD, college in Baltimore, made a record there, moved to TN, wrote a record there, moved back to MD recorded 2nd record, went on tour, met future wife in NC, moved to RI for two weeks, went back to DC to meet up with future wife, moved to NC, married wife, had 3 kids, finished 4th solo album called Mike & Eileen Chapter One. ... more

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